Sunday, July 4, 2010

That's all

I guess I will officially retire this blog now.  I don't post any more, anyway.  

Lenny, I hope one day you can look back on it and see how much we loved you even before you were born.  

Ariane, I hope this will always serve as good memories for you, too, of us bringing this incredible child into the world.

I love you both more than you will ever understand, and I always will.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Things I do when I'm bored

I'm boooooooooooooooored. I'm in New York now for good. I've got no internet in my apartment. I've got no TV or DVD player. I've got no job to do (my boss and I discussed comic books for at least an hour today). I've got no 11 month old to follow around. I've driven something like 5,000 miles since mid-February, so I'm not really feeling just up and driving somewhere - and NY's toll roads aren't helping that feeling.

I promised not to go to New York or Buffalo/Niagara/Toronto or Montreal or Boston without Ariane. Basically, I'm waiting for Saturday so I can go crib and mattress shopping then go to a UAlbany lacrosse game at night. Highlight. of. my. week.

If I would have gotten here in January, I could have at least signed up for a math class or something. There are lots of those I'd like to take.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

I miss you both

It's Portland, Round II for me now. The city is nice, this whole area is so pretty. Does it rain a lot? Yeah, I guess so. Is it cloudy a lot? Sure. The alternative is to be buried under five feet of snow which then builds up in dirty piles for six months a year.

But it's nice. I've always found rain relaxing. Unfortunately, we don't seem to ever get thunderstorms here.

It's just a lot harder to be away than I expected, and it gets harder every day. It'll be worth it, though, in the end.

Look who started walking a month or so ago...


And I believe there's a little tooth coming in on that cute little jaw...

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

A hard year on the horizon

Ahoy ahoy! I'm not dead!

I've just been out and about. For example, celebrating Lenny's first Christmas (version 2) in Germany. Then I flew back and had two more interviews in (wait for it) Portland and Albuquerque. And I got the Portland job. But it's in Albany, New York. Until it's in Portland. Although it starts in Portland.

Huh?

Well, I am going to Portland for four weeks of training starting Feb. 15... because my job and the Albany branch both don't exist yet. Then I'll come back to Austin, maybe for a week but no longer, then head to Albany full time for a few years. (Then full time in Portland is the plan.)

That sounds fine and dandy, we'll have some time to explore an area that's new to both of us, hopefully frequently visiting New York City, Montreal, Boston, Buffalo/Niagara Falls, the Adirondacks, and Cooperstown. Plus, Toronto, Philadelphia, DC, beaches in New Jersey, Ottawa, and Wilmington, DE, are all also within weekend-trip distance, if a bit further away. (Just kidding about Wilmington. Nobody wants to visit Delaware.) I think it will be fun to watch lots of lacrosse (UAlbany and Siena are both local and apparently good, Army and Syracuse are close, too), and I'd hope to go see an Army football game at West Point.

But that's a ways out, because Ariane and Lenny will be in Austin for the bulk of the year. She's determined to finish her degree, and I'm 100% behind her. I can't wait to be down here for her graduation in December. When she sets her mind to it, she can be Superwoman. I've seen it before - specifically Fall semester '08, carrying a full load and working every day while dealing with morning sickness and the insane exhaustion of the first trimester and Spring semester '09 taking a full load while having a rapidly expanding tummy and swollen feet. We're talking about the same woman who was ready to go to regionals last year just days before, you know, pushing a small human out.

There will be family in and out while school's in session, and I'll try to take some trips back here and there where I can, although I expect the work load to be heavy (but interesting). It's going to be hard for all of us for a variety of reasons. I miss them so much when they're gone, it's going to be nothing short of major suckitude to be apart from both of them for such a long total time, and I'm kind of worried that Lenny will forget who I am. By the time she's 1 1/2 years old, I'll have been away from her for something like 9 or 10 months. Makes me feel bad, man. But I know that this is for the best.

So what's going to happen with the ol' Kinderbloggen? I dunno. It's not like I've been typing up a storm here anyway. Life's just a wee bit more important. Maybe it will just become dispatches from south of Quebec (the location sounds more attractive if you can refer to it as "southern" and block out the long, cold winters with 5' of snow). Maybe I'll try to teach myself Mohawk or Quebecois French and post some donde esta la biblioteca-type entries. Maybe I'll post daily updates on how much weight I've lost (since I'm too lazy to cook and don't plan on having TV to distract me from working out) and how much I can military press. Maybe I'll just miss my wife and my daughter and come on here to bawwwwww! about it.

We'll see, but I've got no plans of going away entirely.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

An interesting conclusion

So I read this today, and it really got me thinking. Just a couple days ago, there was that video of the octopus using a coconut shell, which is one in a long line of recorded tool use by animals. It's amazing that humans and octopi can still be so similar on such a fundamental level, yet seemingly so differentiated. We are not special.



And we still have idiots who think evolution is "just a theory," which makes them look doubly dumb since they don't understand what "theory" means. I'm not sure what the proper way to react to those people is, other than weeping for humanity, especially since I'm referring to many Senators and aspiring Presidents.

Kinderbloggen, Year 1

It's hard to believe I started writing this (garbage) blog a year ago. I know it's cliche, but it seems like it was yesterday. Really. Even harder to grasp is the fact that Lenny is now already almost seven months old. If we were in a more stable situation (i.e. I had a job and Ariane wasn't still in school) it's possible that we could be thinking about kid number 2. It'd still be way to early, and we're not insane, so we aren't, but we could conceivably be doing this.

As it is, we've been lucky. Lenny has been perfectly healthy so far, she's an absolute sweetheart; I mean, 10/10: would have baby again! I'll get to spend probably another couple months here in Austin (at least) before I have to leave for my still-hypothetical job. In its own right, this job pursuit has taken a turn for the comical. Before October, I had never been to Oregon. I had been to Alaska, California, Washington, BC, and Yukon (not technically Pacific, but whatever), but with the next upcoming trip* I will have been to Portland thrice in the span of three months. So fingers crossed for this one. (Actually, really it's two interviews in one, one job in Portland, one in Albany, NY, so we'll see what happens. If I miss out on this one these two, I'll probably just learn to farm and raise goats.) Pros and cons in both locations. That's for another day. At least this company didn't advertise its jobs by talking about how stressful it is and how everybody spends a lot of the time yelling at each other. (Note: this is actually how Intel described themself all day during my 2nd interview with them; they were proud of it. The second group also told me 1/3 of the employees quit in the first year, which I no trouble believing, and former employees have openly thrown around the term "365 day-a-year slave pit that will have no trouble calling you in on Christmas." I still would have liked the offer. Meanwhile, the next company I'm interviewing with shut down for a week at Thanksgiving and is shutting down for 2 over Xmas/New Years. Very nice.)

It's probably time to start baby-proofing the apartment. Won't be too long before Lenny is mobile one way or the other. We're going to remove the coffee table (read: junk accumulator) in the living room so she has a space to play, but we'll have to seal off the kitchen, train ourselves to keep the bathroom door closed, anchor furniture, cover corners, etc. This is one of my top priorities when we get back. The nice thing about being unemployed is that I'll have the opportunity to do whatever needs to be done. I'll get a lot of quality time with Lenny while Ariane is in class. Not sure how we're going to pull it off, exactly, but we'll figure it out. In the meantime, I present Clarence and Leonard.




*So this second opportunity has bubbled up right quick. I interviewed over the phone before Thanksgiving, never got word as to whether they wanted me to fly up despite my inquiring a couple weeks later, then got a call out of the blue a couple nights ago from the same company for a different position. This time, the interviewer said they wanted to move quickly, and at the end of the interview he told me he really liked me and would let me know the next day. So naturally he called me at 1:00 pm the next day and I was still asleep (because I am roughly on the same level as a sack of garbage right now), said he'd like me to fly up to Portland to interview for both job the Portland and Albany jobs (the Albany job doesn't exist yet, so they were going to do it in Portland regardless) on Jan. 8, and asked if I had any requests for the flight. Since I didn't want to be like "Give me a chance to wake up" at 1 pm, I just said (in my most not-just-woken-up voice possible, "No, none"), so they booked the flight for me. I leave on Jan 7 at 3:00 pm Austin time, fly through San Jose with no plane change, then arrive in Portland at 7:15 pm Pacific. Also, this. I'll be lucky to catch any of it. This is decidedly not full of win. In fact, the amount of win contained in this is quite low. Plus I'm going to miss the Mizzou game unless I can watch from Germany. At least that one is at a reasonable hour (9:30 pm Central European Time).

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On a completely unrelated note, since I've been by my lonesome for a while now, I've had the opportunity to investigate some new music. Generally, music isn't my thing (my hobbies are 1) raging at the news and 2) sports), so I'm pretty slow on the uptake - I'm the kind of guy who when I start liking a band hipsters will then accuse them of selling out or being so mainstream... don't worry hipsters, I hate the Dirty Projectors and Animal Collective! But lemme tell you what, I just discovered Mastodon through Crack the Skye, and hoo boy is that band (and specifically that album) awesome. Of course, those pretentious dicks at Pitchfork only give it an 8.0/10.0 (album reviews to 1 decimal point, FTW, Pitchfork!).

My faith in the ability of some people to make metal that is actually good has been restored. Moreover, it's a concept album. I love concept albums, if they're well executed. What's the story? Let's take it from Wikipedia:
"There is a paraplegic and the only way that he can go anywhere is if he astral travels. He goes out of his body, into outer space and a bit like Icarus, he goes too close to the sun, burning off the golden umbilical cord that is attached to his solar plexus. So he is in outer space and he is lost, he gets sucked into a wormhole, he ends up in the spirit realm and he talks to spirits telling them that he is not really dead. So they send him to the Russian cult, they use him in a divination and they find out his problem. They decide they are going to help him. They put his soul inside Rasputin's body. Rasputin goes to usurp the czar and he is murdered. The two souls fly out of Rasputin's body through the crack in the sky(e) and Rasputin is the wise man that is trying to lead the child home to his body because his parents have discovered him by now and think that he is dead. Rasputin needs to get him back into his body before it's too late. But they end up running into the Devil along the way and the Devil tries to steal their souls and bring them down…there are some obstacles along the way."
OMFG that's awesome. And another album of theirs was based on Moby Dick. Jeebus. This is officially in my #3 favorite concept album of all time, behind Red Headed Stranger (#1) and OK Computer (#2), (look, Ma! I've got eclectic taste in music!) and now ahead of The Downward Spiral, which has been hurt by the fact that Trent Reznor no longer owns the most emotional song on the album (and maybe in the entire Nine Inch Nails catalog for that matter, this would be "Hurt," which now forever belongs to Johnny Cash; sometimes someone just comes along and Jimi Hendrixes your "All Along the Watchtower"). I haven't had time to swallow Leviathan or any of their other albums, but I am looking forward to it.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Happy Thanksgiving

Note: Look at this draft I started around Thanksgiving that I saved but never published. I am such a committed writer.
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Without question, the best holiday of the year is Thanksgiving. And today, Lenny ate her first "solid" food, some rice cereal mixed with Mommy's milk.

There's a video associated with this, but apparently we haven't uploaded it to the computer yet, so that's coming later.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Playing with Claire and Uncle Zack



I couldn't upload this to YouTube, so apologies for the crappy Blogger embed. There's a 2nd video (my battery died at the end of this one) that is too large to upload now, but will be up soon.

Friday, November 6, 2009

Still unemployed

It's a "No" from Portland. Hrmmmmmmmmmm.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Lenny is 5 months old today

And happy early Halloween.


Poor Lenny, nothing but skin and bones.